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Bless Your Heart by Cindy Colley

This Card!…and this Little Light of Mine!

I love this painted card submission by Shirley Ginter. In fact, it is practically perfect in every way! Love for Digging Deep, for the season, for all of you, and for the Lord shows through in every stroke!

I love the season. Little lessons pop up all over the place. My husband keeps saying, “There’s a blog post in that!” Earlier this week I was putting up some lights by the front door. I had to try and light up a bush and then a wreath that was a couple of feet above the bush. You know you really never want the lights that are in between your illuminations to show (when it’s a decoration on your house). I mean you want those stray lights that are not really outlining anything to be hidden. Sometimes you just start a new strand on each thing you’re illuminating. But sometimes you run out of outlets or your strand of lights is just too long not to use somewhere else. So you end up with a little row of lights just dangling in the air here between the wreath and the bush.

As I was putting black tape around those stray lights, a little light (no pun intended) went off in my head. It was next to impossible to completely hide those little lights with black tape. I’d think I had it and then back away and see that the brightness was escaping through some tiny little crack between two pieces of tape. I’d see a little sparkle coming through a spot of adhesive.

That’s the way it is with our Matthew 5 light. “We are,”  as Jesus said,  “the light of the world.”  There is blackness all around us. It’a a blackness of sin that’s hard to penetrate and the entities of blackness stick together. Like that tape, they try to extinguish the light. But it’s hard to hide the light when it’s Christianity. Because of the boldness, the brightness and the beauty of Christ, His light in us penetrates that blackness in which the world tries to envelope us. The little bright light, that you are, escapes the black tape, and someone sees you in the dark void.

You are the light of the world, a city set on a hill that cannot be hidden.

Let your light so shine before men, that they may see your good works and glorify your Father in heaven.

 

This little light of mine…I’m going to let it shine.

Bless Your Heart by Cindy Colley

The Rock that is Higher

I’m not sure exactly how I’m this many years old and have lived in Gurley, Alabama for exactly 1/3  of those years and have never heard about or hiked this trail till yesterday. I’m so glad I found the Bethel Springs Nature Preserve, thanks to my sister Sami, who sent me a link with a beautiful photo of a waterfall and she just asked “Have you ever been here?” This amazing gorge is just fifteen minutes from my house and, if you hike to the top, you feel like you are even closer to God’s house. (But wear a good tread on your feet and take some water for the arduous part of the trail prior to the top. If you take kids, be prepared for yellow jackets, slips and slides, and be sure someone knows where you are going, just in case. Also, if you have kids along, give yourself a good three hours before dark if you intend to see the falls. You do not want to be in this beautiful place after dark, but your cell phone internet will likely work throughout the trek!) 

The most basic, most important lessons, for kids, seem to most frequently be learned outdoors. Sometimes in the frenzy of getting all the workbook pages done, we forget this. The lessons for little hearts were everywhere yesterday. Here are a few that come to mind. 

1. Empathy. Character and success require (absolutely demand) empathy. It’s not a big deal when someone else is getting stung or sliding down, or getting blisters on her feet, but when it gets personal, it’s suddenly urgent. Apologies came when the personal moments prodded them. “I’m sorry I said ‘You just have to stop that screaming when that bee stung you.I know you were hurting.'”

2. Sharing. I thought …”nature preserve”—like Green Mountain or the short swamp trail kind of thing. I should have done a little more research. I did not prepare for what came close to a rock climbing challenge for many yards and, with three kids, you can’t just jog back to the car for more of whatever you need.  I didn’t bring along nearly enough water for that sort of obstacle course. But Colleyanna did. And she and Ezra had a good bottle for refilling at the waterfall. And we all survived on their happily shared provisions. 

3. Perseverance. There are four great trails in the preserve. One is a baby trail, a little loop that I’d recommend for anyone with a stroller. The next is also a short little hike down to a manmade landing where you view an 1800s spring house “refrigerator”. The third is a slow but arduous climb to the falls. This one was a commitment. It took a couple of hours of climbing over rough terrain.  We came to points when some of the kids thought, “We just can’t keep going.” Someone else would say “But we’ve come so far that, now, that the closest route back to our car is to push on and connect to the other trail that descends. “But we can’t.” …”I think we can.”…”But what if it gets dark in here?”…”We still have a couple of hours…”But we don’t have much water.”  But we had reached the point of no return. Heading back down without reaching the falls was now going to take longer than getting there and descending on the other trail. So we learned we had to persevere.

4. Goodness. The word is in the Bible some 50 times and it most often refers to the goodness of our God. When you look at giant boulders placed by God, to which it’s so very difficult to even ascend, much less impossible to move, and you realize that His springs of sustenance flow over and from those rocks, you stand amazed at His goodness. You think of words like these from the Psalmist: 

O my soul, you have said to the LORD,

“You are my Lord,

My goodness is nothing apart from You.” 

You feel your own smallness and sinfulness in the presence of a mighty and good God who allows you to call him”Father.” 

5. Guidance. The signs on the trees marking the trail were teeny…easy to miss; about four by four. They were minimized to prohibit distraction from His beauty, I’m sure.  But as the darkness began to loom in the late afternoon, and, still there were no sounds except the leaves rustling beneath little feet, I began to have a better eye for those little signs. I had to be SURE I was on the right path. There were no other cars in that parking lot, by now. That meant there were no other souls in that giant forest gorge except for me and my three little ones. I started to think about preserving water and cell service. I took off my socks and gave them to the child whose feet were blistering. She had to keep coming. We could not sit down and nurse the sting, the blisters or the slightly sprained wrist that had “caught the fall”. The kids started to be eagle-eye watchers for those little signs and they even started a game of “How-many signs-will-there-be-before-the car?” (Ezra won. There were ten more and he had guessed exactly ten. But passing ten signs is almost a “forever.” ) There were occasional  mini-celebrations when we discovered a marker that proved we had taken the right turn at the giant rock that seemed to be inviting us in more than one direction or that we had opted correctly at the sign that seemed to be putting us back in a circle to the same point. Guidance became key. Words on a sign on a tree, instead of how we “felt” about our direction, were everything. That’s how it is with the printed word of God. There’s no successful navigation for lost souls without the WORD of life. 

But the climax of the climb, of course, was at the very tip-top of two converging trails. I have honestly never heard kids so excited as when we actually heard the water…except for the squeals when we actually saw it. “I see it! I see it, Mammy. Oh Mammy it’s beautiful!” Those exclamations were loud and exuberant cries echoing in that canyon. I’m thinking that’s a little microcosm of what it’s going to be like after the arduous climb that is life. And, in that case, there will not be a descending trail. There will not be the sad “Mammy, do we have to leave already? I want to stay here. Let me get one more drink.” We will get to stay. No darkness will loom. No fear of misdirection or of running out of water. We will get to stay—where the Lamb is the light of endless day and the waters of the river of life flow freely. All fear will be forever eradicated. 

From the end of the earth I call to You when my heart is faint; Lead me to the rock that is higher than I. (Psalm 61:2)

Bless Your Heart by Cindy Colley

Babies Have to Grow Up–(the conclusion)

It’s been a good reminder for me. In our local family, there are several “baby sisters” (women who are brand new Christians and have their own unique needs). In the past year, these young Christians have faced all of the “regular” issues: sick children, financial issues, home repairs, problems at school, and stresses of jobs. But often,  there are bigger issues that may come their way. Though some, but not all of these, may be the lingering effects of having lived years of their adult lives in the world and not in the Lord, they are real and traumatic, nonetheless.

Some of these very hard things may include abandonment by a spouse, spousal abuse, the abuse of children by an ex-spouse, immigration issues, necessary battles in court of many variations, and the inability to provide for children.  These women who are young in the faith  may experience terminal illness or death, of parents. The list of things that could shake a baby faith seems to never be exhaustive.

The final suggestion (#17) on my list is perhaps the biggest and hardest. I would urge you to rally around these sisters in their times of crisis.  Have you ever noticed that when people come through crisis together, they have forged bonds that have a permanency that was not present before the crisis?  It’s important, through times of despair that, while every bit of advice or comfort that we offer is grounded in Scripture, we are there for them. If all of the Christians around the struggling babies  are supporting and encouraging them to take steps that are rooted and grounded in the Will of God, they will often emerge from tragedy in their lives, much stronger and more stable than before the crisis.

I’ve seen this so many times. When a baby sister is on “life support” that involves mature Christians, (as long as that support is Bible-centered), she just may come out of the very difficult situation ready for consuming the milk of the Word and on her way to the meat!

Babies have to grow up! Let’s help them.

Bless Your Heart by Cindy Colley

The God of More: 1…2…3…Go!

This is the day I’ve been working and waiting for since the idea for this study crystallized about six months ago. There are so many people to whom I owe a large debt of gratitude for helping me in various ways to get the study written, ready and distributed. It’s been a journey, already, but the best part of it happens now.

As I was contemplating this week and some of the new things we are hoping to do this year, I got a little audio clip in a text from my daughter, Hannah. It contains a portion of the bed-time prayer of five-year-old, Eliza Jane, last Thursday night. It’s exactly on theme and I think I could never have said it so well. She portrays perfectly, in five-year-old jargon, the idea of “more than we can ask or imagine.” She does it from the purest heart. Here are a few of the moments I loved most from her prayer:

I shared this recording earlier with my good sister, Tonja McRady and Tonja said “ Don’t we all need to keep that awe?”

That’s my hope for the study: that we could all keep the awe of His ability and His desire to answer the pleas of His children; that we can constantly ask “How do you do this, God? Can you do this with your hand?”

Yes, Eliza. He has given us all that we are and have with His hands.

All these things my hand has made, and so all these things came to be, declares the Lord. But this is the one to whom I will look: he who is humble and contrite in spirit and trembles at my word. (Isaiah 66:2)

May we, in the next 12 months, study His greatness, with humility and contrition. May we tremble at His words. May we keep the awe! May we come to love the “more”!

Please join us for the first monthly podcast on September 23rd at 7 pm CST!

Bless Your Heart by Cindy Colley

The List: Babies Have to Grow up. Part 2

Women who REALLY love their baby sisters @ PTP!

Here’s the second round of ideas for helping the baby sisters learn to crawl! You love them so much, but the nurturing has to be intentional! 

6. Call her when she is missing. Call or text and just say, “Is everything okay? Missing you.”

7. Surely you have a group of texting sisters who are constantly shooting one another those prayer requests. Put your new sister in your sisters’ prayer list. 

8. Put her in a prayer group, too. Pick out three strong people and tell her that they want to be praying for whatever she needs.

9. In our world, you are going to convert some single moms if you are reaching people at all.  Be sure to put the single moms in a group with other single moms who are stronger. The new sisters will feel much more incorporated and less isolated. Further, the seasoned and faithful single mamas in the group will have the most pertinent answers to the dilemmas faced by the new (and single) Christians. You really need seasoned Bible students in this group, if possible. In our congregation, thanks to Jen Crowden, the moms in this texting group also meet up frequently for lunch at the building, They are offered childcare while they attend seminars or while they have meetings with the elders. This group is golden in their development. And (this one’s important)…love on her children!

10. Don’t let sin slide, but be gentle when you approach correction. Find five things to encourage -things she is doing right–for every one word of caution or correction. Most often, she will thank you, saying, “I can fix that. I didn’t know that was wrong, but now I see.”

Look at these teens taking notes! I love it!

More next time!

 

 

Bless Your Heart by Cindy Colley

My Friend Pat…She doesn’t miss a thing.

Why is it that I miss her so much? All the selfish reasons. 

I will never laugh so hard in an antique store again (as that day that I fell down a flight of stairs holding a stack of antique dishes, making it all the way to the bottom, with clatter and flair, but still holding every dish and not breaking a single one!). Pat Deasy could laugh at me, with me, beside me, over me and while pulling me up!…And make me laugh just as hard!).

I will never get to wander through fields of giant sunflowers with anyone who loves plants as much as Pat. 

I will never get to explore historic sites all over middle Tennessee with my friend, and exclaim over the English antiques and the bullet holes from Civil war skirmishes and the manicured gardens surrounding the mansions. There will never be another Biltmore trip like the one we did together, where, just as we began eating our supper by a hearth in the fanciest McDonald’s I’d ever visited, a soft snow started to fall over Asheville, making the view, by the time we arrived at the mansion, one of the prettiest snow views I’ll ever see in this lifetime. I’ll never get to play cards in the lobby of the hotel with my friend again.

I’ll never get to watch her jump up and down with excitement, while playing Pictionary with the elders and preachers again. 

It’s all the selfish reasons.

Who else has a friend who hears you mention that you’d like to have a log cabin in your back yard and, next thing you know, she’s found the cabin for you? She and her good husband take you to see it, an old un-chinked structure…and they encourage you to go ahead and buy it? So you do.  And, when the cabin-raising day comes, they skin the chicken for the grilling in your back yard, without even being asked? Who has those friends?

Who has a friend who will come over and spend hours and hours decorating for your daughter’s wedding…bringing everything you could ever think of using, climbing ladders and hanging lights in tenuous old ceiling fixtures? And then, who has a friend who works just as hard picking up pieces with you, when your life falls apart, as she did when you thought you had it all together? There are really just not too many sisters like that anymore! But she was! 

Who has a friend who travels to Clarksville, Tennessee on Christmas week for your son’s wedding? I had that friend.

Who has a friend who will drop everything almost any Thursday night you call up—even last minute__ and say “Can y’all go with us to Marvins for fish?” I had that friend. I’m not sure I can go back to Marvin’s anymore. Her anticipated sweet potatoes couldn’t taste as sweet and good anymore. She’d go all day on Thursday without eating, just so we could sit there and talk and eat, and eat and talk, on Thursday night. She’d bring me the Early America Life Magazines that she’d already looked through (I have a stack now waiting for me and they make me cry), and we would talk…about the decor in the magazines, about Dorcas class and that sweet first great grandchild and she’d want an update on each one of our kids, too. 

Who has a friend who, upon finding out that your daughter likes those antique and pricey blue-green pyrex dishes, just makes a mental note and pulls one out of her own collection at home and brings it to church for that daughter’s birthday?

Who has a friend who can take you to meet her country music agent and can reminisce about playing the Grand Ole Opry and recording with Floyd Cramer as if these were just routine events in her everyday world? Who?

There they are again. All the wonderful things I will miss so much! 

I will miss those times she shared the Tennessee house with us. So beautiful and serene. I will miss seeing that cemetery where she sang as a five-year-old while swinging in that tree swing and where her body will now rest. I will miss visiting the South Tunnel church.

I will miss tromping through sunflower fields with her and running to Ardmore to see what our “antique lady” had found on her trip up north. I will miss looking for antique linens and tiny baby items for Katey and scouring for seventies mushroom decor in moss green and gold and brown for Drew. 

I’ll miss her love for all the pretty flowers, but especially her roses in May that really almost covered the front of her house.  I’ll mss the Mother’s Day mornings when she would bring Glenn a red rose for his lapel to wear in honor of his mother.  

I’ll miss her love for the tiny creatures God made. While I was fuming at the squirrels in the attic, she was making friends with them outside her kitchen window. I will miss walking her backyard path; surely the most beautiful backyard path in the city of Huntsville. Oh, the hours and hours of work she put in, with joy, there! I will miss her conversations about traveling with Bo, the cat.

It’s just about the selfish and temporary loss…the missing…for me.

I’ll miss the things she taught me about cooking and hospitality. Whenever we would find something in a restaurant that we loved, she’d keep looking until she found the recipe. I’ll miss that orange pretzel salad that we first had in that great luncheon place, but then, thanks to her, we learned to make it. I had that salad last Christmas and my Mattianne has even become an expert at that delectable treat! 

I’ll never eat at anyone’s table that’s quite so beautiful and elegantly served as Pat’s was! I’d give almost anything to have one more conversation—a final one that I didn’t get the chance to have—at that table. Just once more… having her standing there, passing mashed potatoes and roast and beautiful rolls from that giant side buffet. 

I’ll miss the amazing flair she had for vintage and Victorian clothing. She could pull off, with perfection, what nobody else could. I loved her beaded clutch bags and puffy poplin blouses and the antique laces and lace-up ankle boots with tiny heels.  She could sew beautiful things and  she could “re-do” anything to make it modest or make it fit. Once when I was having a bit of trouble understanding a pattern for a navy vintage sailor suit I was making for Ezra, I brought it so I could show her my conundrum on Sunday morning. I had been stumped for days. She took it home and by Sunday night she’d figure out what I was doing wrong. She was the best at all things feminine and all homemaking skills. 

I’ll  miss her love for preachers and the way she cared for their needs. I’ll miss her telling me about all the ones that stayed in their house when she was just a little girl. 

But the biggest “miss” for me will be our conversations about the Lord and the Word. I was in the Collierville, Tennessee church building that day I first met Pat in early 2003. She and Mike and another elder and his wife showed up anonymously and, by surprise, to visit the church where Glenn was preaching at the time. I approached these two elders’ wives in the lobby. Not knowing who they were,  I thought I could start a conversation and maybe lead them to the Lord. I invited them to stay for the fellowship meal. I inquired about whether they were local. Pat answered “No, we live in Huntsville, Alabama.” 

“Well,” I said “You should really stay and eat with us. Where did your husbands go?” 

“Our husbands are back in your husband’s office talking with him.”

At that moment, I started figuring out just why they had shown up for services. I thought, “Well, do I need to pack my bags for a move to Huntsville?” At that moment, also, a very long and dear friendship began to take root in my heart. We could have deep and thoughtful conversations about the Lord and, mostly, we could start those talks about passages without ever opening our Bibles. This kind of friendship is so precious and rare. She’d say “Why do you think Jesus said this?” or “What was happening in the disciples’ minds when they saw this?” or  “Why did the Lord say ‘don’t touch me’ and then he let Thomas touch him?” We could talk for a long time about the Word, and then we’d usually go ahead and open it and figure out some nuance or the difference in some passage between my KJV and her NASB. 

Today, a very trusted group of praying women removed Pat’s phone number from a very intimate little group of women who have prayed Cindy Colley through the darkest days of her life. She always let me know she was praying every single day for our family.  I wrote about these women in the brand new Digging Deep study “The God of More.” But I did not get to give her the copy I wanted her to have. She doesn’t need it now. She can and will know all the things she needs to know. She sometimes mentioned things she wanted to ask about in heaven. Now she can. And, surely, in her joyful entry there and in her current state of bliss, she will be filled with the fulness of Christ. 

All the things I miss already just hurt for the here and now.

But there’s no loss for her. Not even of her life. There is life found, joy gained, perfect bliss and satisfaction that can never be taken again. The flowers she loves now will never fade.The path through the eternal garden will not need weeding and it will be even more beautiful than that path on Green Mountain. The banqueting table will be far richer than any Thursday night feast and she can discuss the Scriptures with the ones who wrote them. Maybe she will meet my mother there and she can tell her about my children and my grandchildren that my mother did not get to see. I don’t know all about what she is doing now, but I know this: We are the ones who are missing. She is not missing a thing! 

On the last night that I was with Pat, at Marvin’s, she told me about her recent prayers.  She expressed to me her deep desire for the people she loved to be in heaven with her. She spoke about some recent decisions she and Mike had made and she plainly said that the reason for these choices was to reach someone she loved with the saving truth. I am going to keep praying for her influence and choices in life to yield the results for which she was praying so very hard.                                                                                             

I miss her so much. I wish I could have said a temporary farewell. But she has already “fared well.” Because she trusted God and obeyed Him, I’ll get to hear her eternal welcome in that morning of joy. I miss her, but she is not missing a thing. The valley of the shadow of death is, in reality, the frightening vale we all travel every day.  One day the shadow will lifted by a Lamb that is all the light. I’m dreaming about asking her a few things when we are exploring mansions again in a place where there are no bullet-holes.We’ll have all the time in the world, plus infinite, eternal time!

It’s hard for us because it was so sudden, so final, and so irreversible. And those are the exact reasons that have made the transition so very wonderful for her.  I cannot change the way we miss her…yet. 

But one sweet day, I’ll take a place at the very throne of God, where none of us will miss a thing!